week40++

3days past EDD but still no sign of labour yet! :(
mashaAllah i never expect baby was going to stay this long in my tummy. too comfortable inside maybe? ;p
athirah dulu pun overdue, tapi at least before tu ada blood show. yg ni takde langsung huhu..

last check up doc checked baby dah engaged, but position is still 'high'. air ketuban banyak, heart rate ok, tapi berat dah 3.8++kg! tapi doc kata perut tak nampak mcm 3.8kg, hopefully less than that la. doc advice try normal delivery dulu, so she allowed me to wait +6days. which means if still no labour pain by this wknd, ahad kena admitted, then isnin pagi induced. doc kata hopefully sakit datang naturally before that sbb kalau sakit dtg naturally, higher chance utk success normal delivery, compared kalau kena induced. besides, baby besar, takut ada problem lain pulak.

huhu tak bestnyaaa.. tatau nak cakap mcm mana :( sampaikan ada terfikir nak go for planned c-sect siap2, sbb takut frust after all the waiting game, courage & effort, end up emergency c-sect :( that can be so frustating!! nasib baik doc, mak & hubby kuatkan jugak suruh try dulu & tgk macam mana. apapa pun nanti, redha je lah. janji both mommy & baby selamat, insyaAllah.

but seriously dah tak larattt. tak sabar pun ye jugak. huhu.. now kena pegi buat CTG selang sehari to monitor baby's heart rate. so far ok. normally lepas isya ada rasa mcm contraction, sampai midnite, tapi lepas tu hilang terus, haih frust hokey.

but i'm still hoping for the best.. me&hubby is making loads of doa so that i can deliver naturally. but Allah SWT knows best, what ever happens within the next few days, its whats meant to happen... doakan ye kawan2.. sob sobb.. *emo*